| Brandon and I have been going out for 10 months now.I'm finally going to do it. I'm leaving. |
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| I need time to think. I'm scared I'll make the wrong decision and be miserable for the rest of my life. I love Brandon. I really do. More than anyone in the world. Except for maybe my little siter. I don't knowif I can leave Rebecca. I'm scared for the girls. I'm scared for me. I'm hungry too. 9 months, one week, and four days. |
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| I've been writing down all my thoughts these past few days and it's made me realize just how pathetic I am. I have no self respect. I miss Ms. Katie. Maybe I'll call her. I'm not really excited about my birthday. I don't know if I'll be able to stand it. I 've treated mom and John like shit. They've nor been all too nice to me, but still.... I feel bad. I dont really deserve the things they're getting me. |
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| Why the hell isn't Brandon @ school?! I could have sworn I saw him in the truck behind me! |
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| Bored? Why wait? Slit your wrists. |
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